Basically idk what I am. o3o When I was in like 4th grade me and one of my brothers guy friends fooled around and that was the start of my sexual exploits. it was only oral and such but it was good and i think it was because my first experiences were with a man is the reason im in the mindset that im a closet gay.
I'm not exactly sure what to identify as for the fact that ive only ever had 3 girlfriends my first being a uber whore who slept with my best friend, second being a girl that just came to the school and wanted to establish herself and the third which lasted nearly 3 years with a tall blond girl who was my first love. ive never actually been with a guy but there is this recurring guy that is just like a kissing buddy (LOL) and i have sex like... once or twice a month with girls, but once before i fantasized that it was a boy.... i have issues.. any advice?
I'm not exactly sure what to identify as for the fact that ive only ever had 3 girlfriends my first being a uber whore who slept with my best friend, second being a girl that just came to the school and wanted to establish herself and the third which lasted nearly 3 years with a tall blond girl who was my first love. ive never actually been with a guy but there is this recurring guy that is just like a kissing buddy (LOL) and i have sex like... once or twice a month with girls, but once before i fantasized that it was a boy.... i have issues.. any advice?