Non~Hodgins Lymphoma??, Hernia Postherniopathy??? Psychosis?? what is it???

Is it possible for an inguinal hernia to be caused by non~hodkins lymphoma? I thought I gave myself a sports hernia in the last part of April (but now I don't know): Picked up a very heavy backpack caused severe pain in left inguinal channel, left scrotum, hip, and aound to the back. Went to ER, and despite recounting the event, and reporting of my inability to void, I was prophylactically diagnosed with a UTI given IV antibiotic, RX oral antibiotic (Cipro?), and Viodin. The following day was seen by internal med MD, given prostate Exam (among others) told it was prostititus, and given RX for increasing anibiotic course. After speaking with a friend's wife (pediatrician), it was suggested I get an inependant eval. Went to county ER, and despite my tale of physical strain, and a CT scan that revealed a hernia, was told epididimytus/orchitus. It was suggested that the hernia must have been present for a long time. The anibiotics had no affect.

After two weeks (and HMO's not knowing of county visit and CT scan) was given a scan, revealing again a very "small" hernia that could, I was assured, not possibly be the cause of the pain i was reporting (believe me when I say OUCH) eventually I was granted ban audience with a surgeon who strongly suggested a "watc and wait" strategy. I elected to go forward with repair, and subsequently had surgery completed by non~tension plug and mesh method. While in recovery room waiting to go home (I was realy shoked that the procedure doesn't warrant even a ONE night hospital admission), was told of a large amt of destroyed tissue surounding the entire area, and he didn't know what from. He removed the destroyed tissue and I've not yet heard of any pathology results and no explanations have been offered.

Ever since the surgery I've been experiencing tons of pain. I can't sit stand or walk without causing an unbearable ammt of pressure related discomfort, causing me to be diapheretic (sp) and eventually lose consciouness. i always have trouble starting and maintaining urine flow, and sometimes despite drinking above average amts of liquids, have NO .urgency and can't pee. Also, trouble maintaining erection, and orgasm causes sharp bolts of stinging throught the trunk of penis and throughout scrotum. Post erection it looks and feels like my left teste has dissapered halfway into my abdomen. When walking standing and esp sitting for any length of time it feele like a rubber band connected to my teste is bbeing stretched through my abdomen to the point of breaking, pulling my teste hard into the bottom of the abdomen, causing a crushing sensation that makes me feel sick.

Since my original pain causing event I've had about 50 seperate ER, post~op surgical, primary care MD, Psychiatric, and advice nurse contacts with no explanations for the cause of my discomfort or course of tratment sarted. I've been given nerve block injections and prescribed neurotryptilene, and gabaoentin, for nerve pain, and had Celexa added. The physical MDs assure me that this pain is purely Psychological and always refer back to psych. Psych assures that the issue is clearly muscular skeletan, and continually refer back to md. I've made an appeal to the organizational management, and they refuse to intervene. Ive since had my med coverage expire, and because md and psych's refusal to extend my existing CASDI. claim ive had no money since 8/14. I've gotton myself on the county's health plan, but no PCP's are available. After running through my syymptons including a drop of more than 25% of body weight in the last 3 months, no longer have an apoetite, night sweats, crazy itchty rash like skin on chest and shoulders (itched so much that I have several skin lesions: md dsmissed them as folliculitous, prior to that were diagnosed as MRSA), soreness on both inguinal areas, hips, and flanks, and a general sense of total fatigue ive never before felt. Additionally I've lately had periods of minor wavy hallucinations I thought were flashbacks from loosing so much eeight loss and my college "partying" days. I've since seen a total change in my personality due to stress from uncertainty and prolonged constant pain (6months). And im now totally broke, no medical coverage and lawyers have no interest unless there has been loss of life or limb. Invthe last week I've had tim in which my groin sells up large and then reteats to a "puffy" state.

What should I be doing now?
 
Wholly hell I'm mad, tred.to use one of those evil icons to dress up a post ibjust spent some time on, .... instead it replaced all my text

~ update
I found a GP Physician to see me at a local community health clinic. I'm realy nervous, because I don't want to come off as the desperate emotionally troubled trainwreck I've become. I'm hopefull the doc is able to aleive my most pressing issues. Any ideas on what I should and should not talk about: My confidence is shot.

All I've asked and wanted these last six months is to have whatever is causing me all these issues to be diagnosed and treated. Instead, my reports of pain, intermittently swollen groin, difficulty urinating etc have been quickly dissmissed as minor and then shuffled off to another physician, or department.

Ever since I picked that backpack up on 4/27/09 at 1147 ,I've not had a awkward/pain/discomfort free moment.: ill never forget that shock of pain, the qulity of which was horrific Additionally, the surgical hernia repair I was so convieced would relieve me, actually added a new spectrum of iss uesand pthe original ains is still present.

see that a number of forum members have opened theisthread. No one has any comments, ideas, suggestions, criticisms, words of encouragement, similar experiences etc.... ?
 
Having read your "book" I don't know what to tell you, except that I'm sorry. What I would suggest that you do when you go to see the new doc is to take a list that tells, in chronological order of what happened when and how. Try to keep the emotions out of it, keep it factual and to the point. List everything that you can think of. Also, I would take someone with you that is aware of what you have been going through. It is aways better to have another set of ears...and for some reason it tends to lend cridbility when you have another adult along with you. Do you have someone who is aware of what has been going on? Can they go with you? i really think that it's important. That extra voice helps to validate what your issues are.

Good luck!
 
I actually went to the physician appointment prepared with all your suggestions. I knew the importance of having someone with me, but was unable to get a person to come with who is familiar with the myriad of issues ive run into dealing with my desperate attempts at getting well.

My appointment was at 0900, so I arrived at 0830 to give time for me to complete the required "new patient" documentation. When asked about insurance, and even though I remarked that I would pay out of pocket for the appointment and any ancilary services, I was immediately told would be better served by going elsewhere.

My preliminary exam my height, weight, and blood pressure were measured. I weighed in at 223lbs. On my first ER visit for this issue back in April, I weighed 280lbs, ... by my calculations, a substantial drop in weight. Is losing an average of 20lbs a month, over the course of 6 months (the majority of which occured in August and September) considered to be alarming in the medical community? With some of my other symptoms, Chiefly an intermittently VERY swollen groin,..... im a scared to say the least.

In any case after waiting in the exam room for over an hour the doctor finally entered, and asked what it was that I needed during the visit. I proceeded to highlight in chronological order the main events of my six month pain causing injury. I was barely able to start before she interrupted me and asked again what it was that I was expecting from thee office visit. I reviewed the same goals that ive been trying to accomplish for the past 3 months:
1. Diagnosis and appropriate treatment plan
2. More pain controll medication (something that I now will need whether or not in pain~since ive been constantly taking opiate based medications since April, its likely that a step down approach is at the very least a reasonable expectation to avoid JUST the withdrawal effects i will no doubt no have) I am still experiencing a substantial amount of discomfort, and as the myriad of issues become more pronounced so does the pain associated with them.
3. Some type of certification of my being currently unable to work (Whether that is a direct signature on a CASDI claim or a handwritten note stating my inability to work. I have been told, by doing this, and examiner will likely see that the claim is for the same issue ive been experiencing, and the disqualification will from 8/15/09 will be lifted

She refused all, suggested that she would make a referral to the county hospital, and a Pain Clinic. This was very confusing to me considering I had just told her I was referred to her clinic by them. And the pain clinic suggestion was equaly confusing since ive no mony currently. I don't know why exactly, but my intuition is telling me that there is something much worse going on with me.

I will leave you all with this appeal again
Please, tell me how you would handle this for one of you loved ones
 
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