Please help, what should I do?
My husband left me 3 months ago, He is not ready to divorce me, also he doesn't agree on legal separation. He says that he wants us back together but he doesn't know when and also he says he is very confused about his emotions. We are like friends now, helping each other out and taking care of our baby like a joint custody, without the legal issue. We call each other a couple of times a day to discuss baby's wellfare and other issues, but the phone lasts about 2 minutes or so. We don't have sex.
I have been asking him to come back many many times, and I told him that I love him so much, but he doesn't respond or tells me that he has feelings for me. Now I don't know what to do, This situation feels very uncomfortable right now. I am a student but can't study even a page since he's gone. I bought him presents, were super nice to him, but still he seems like he is more comfortable being like this.
To be honest, from the first day of marriage, 4 years ago, I was never satisfied with our sex life, it was once in 2 months, and lasted about 10 minutes. I am a very beautiful and in shape girl, and there are always guys around me who worship me and want to be with me, but I never even cared, now that we are apart for 3 months, I don't know what to do, should I get a boyfriend, and wait to see what my husband wants to do,,,,, or should I just sit at home desperate for him to come back? I am just fed up of being miserable and unloved....