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xMuscleMilkx

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I am new, and trying to accept having a tracheotomy for life. I am in my mid-fifties, and I am upset with myself for nor taking better care of myself, and listening to my doctors. I smoked for years. I was diagnosed with COPD in my early 20's. I did not smoke then.I started smoking after I had my boys. I had to have a trach because I was unable to move mucus plugs, and I would go into respiratory distress, so my doctor said.it was either the trach or death. Well of course I choose the later. I am a medically retired nurse. But medical knowledge did not help me when I maybe could have prevented the harm I have done to my lungs. If anyone knows of some good chat rooms or other sites about trachs I would appreciate it.I hope peole don't think I am feeling sorry for myself, I know my life could be alot worse. I am blessed to have a wonderful husband who has stood by me through all of this.Thanks for any feedback..:)
 
Dear Skinnie; Sure , life could be worse, but that does not negate the fact that it's normal to feel remorse. I just want to take a bit of guilt out of your equation. My brotherhad been smoking for 45yrs. before emphezema became a problem. I have a friend who has smoked for over 75yrs.,and at 89, just started using oxygen,full time.This of course is not an 'okay' for anyone to take a chance. Just realize that genetics make a big impact on who gets what.Start fresh each day,skinnie; Maybe some time soon you could speak to teens about the dangers of smoking.You'll save lives,my friend... and start a NEW one for yourself. My prayers are with you. Thanks for being so honest. kersey.
 
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