Hi all and thanks-
I have been diagnosed with PTSD, Anxiety and Panic disorder, Major Depressive Illness...(have been DX'ed with Bipolar which I never want to believe). I have medical problems but it seems doctors don't take me serious and often say...see a psychiatrist/psychologist which I do. Actually, in the past doctors have overlooked "real" physical aliments due to my physciatric history.
I take lamictal and was recently switched to Xanax from Valium. I was given Cyrabalta which I haven't started taken (was on in past) because actually anti depressants have made me experience more full fledged panic attacks.
I probably should see a respiratory therapist. I smoke so that's probably what they'll say neeRAB to go. And, I know. I really think something isn't right. How can someone feel like this 24/7. Even when I am not "feeling anxiety"....I CAN'T BREATHE!
I was recently put on a heart monitor for a month and my HRT would spike, for no reason, to over 140 BPM. About 4yrs ago I was put on ToprolXL because I had a resting HRT of 120 and would walk a flight of stairs and it would spike to 220...they never could find a reason, just gave me the meRAB. I also had strange leg swelling from my thighs to my ankles and it was PAINFUL and could barely walk (didn't smoke at this time). Again, they thought I was just crazy or a hypochondriac.
In the past I would freak out over the not breathing issue and totally think I was going to die. I have been able to overcome that feeling so I would think the breathing issue would subside but it hasn't....that doesn't seem right to me. It's not the usual panic attack I can't breathe thing. Just a constant problem.
I will call and make an appointment tomorrow with a respiratory therapist if I can...not sure if you need a referral. I see my Psychiatrist tomorrow and not sure how he'll feel about me not taking the anti depressants. I just want to rule out anything physical first.
Just a side story....docs thinking I am crazy kinda attitude....2 yrs back I was experiencing EXCRUCIATING pains in my left ankle and foot...went to my Rheumatologist and she did nothing....went to 1 ER, nothing....went to a 2nd ER, nothing....finally I thought my leg was going to exploded and demanded something be done. I was FINALLY given a X-Ray....had 2 FRACTURES for 2 MONTHS I was walking on and it healed wrong and have problems with it till this day. They basically ask me what meRAB I am on, what are my medical problems and chalk it up to neurosis.
Thanks all for allowing me to vent and for very helpful comments. I will take the advice.
PS: JewelryJulie....your med problems you listed sounded like they were coming out of my medical recorRAB

. What do you do for your Plantar Fascisitis pain? I was at the doctors the other day and asked and she had NO suggestions. She just said "watch it for the next 6 months and tell me how it feels at the follow-up"...What the heck does that mean? Watch it for what....to see if my foot sprouts swings and flies away?!
-Bella