Never been so embarrassed in my life, i feel so sick!! Please I need some advice!?

[amy p]

Okay so last night i went out for a friends 18th, i took my camera and had pictures on there. Early this morning like 3am when I got home, I took some not soo good pictures. Background info i feel like i have really big "labia" watever u wanna call em, flaps and took some pictures of "down there" i was tired nd normally id delete them, coz i was thinking about sending a picture to a doctor, or plastic surgeon, and see wat they think becoz i have been thinking about getting some surgery to fix them, coz it makes me very self conscious with guys. Anyways. And my friend came over today bout lunch time nd im pretty sure she looked at the camera pictures, she woulda seen these pictures. When i realised, my stomach dropped. I feel absolutely disgusting and embarrassed. she is my best friend, nd i wasnt sure if i should say something, would that make it worst? or would it be better to talk to her bout why there was pictures? im not like one of those girls that takes pics like that and sends em to guys i wouldnt. i just forgot to delete them like i usually would. Im just so embarrassed, she wouldnt wanna see that nd i wouldnt want her to, but i think she did. I just feel so sick and like idk, i have been best friends with her for like 6 or more years. I have never felt like this i just errr idk feel wrong. Im meant to be going to a party tonight and i am going but im not drinking. and im scared becoz she is close with another girl and will probably tell her...i just feel, so sick. Please help me, im in tears, everytime i think of it i just feel so embarrassed nd sick. I have never told anyone about my concerns bout down there, i just feel embarrassed all the time, and i just wanna be normal, i wanna have a boyfriend but i wont becoz im too embarrassed to have sex with a guy like i am. And worst my best friend has prob seen it and its embarrassing, its not normal looking, i have seen wat normal vaginas and labia look like. and i have seen women on plastic surgeon websites and their labia are similar to mine maybe sometimes a bit smaller or bigger and they got surgery and then it looks normal agen...i just dont know wat to do..