Hi Scrappin,
Thanks so much! Well, I will give a bit of my back history along with what it feels like (the best I can describe it).
When I was 8 yrs old, my back went out for the first time. I think it stems from a fall I had when I was @ 5-6. I had fallen flat on my tail bone on ice. All throughout grade school I had such difficulty sitting in class on those hard chairs. Any activities in gym class that involved you on the floor, (sit-ups etc...) I always got out of because it caused me pain. The pain as a child was always an aching and pressure type of pain. Could never get comfortable sitting in chairs. I never really complained about it because I thought it was normal. My mom took me to the doctors when I was 8 and my back went out. I do not remeraber what came of it though. My back went out again when I was in the 7th grade and through out my teens, my back pain got worse. Ached all the time. When I was 17 my dad finally took me to the dr's because I finally broke down crying about it. I don't think he ever believed me when I was young because he also has a bad back and I think he thought I was copying off him or something. Both times my back had went out it was only for a few hours.
Now when I was 18, I had my back go out on me, but for a whole month. I was bed ridden for 2-3 weeks and my mom took me to a back specialist she was told about. After a MRI, it showed I had 3 herniated disks and an onset of DDD along with sciolosis.
Now when my back actually goes completely out, I can not walk or barely walk, sitting causes so much pain and it is almost impossible for me to move.
After I was 18, I had my back go out 3 more times. 2 of the times it was only for less then a week. The last time was about 11 yrs ago and was the worst, I was on disability for 3 months and ended up losing my job. I should have sued, but that was along time ago.
One thing I have learned and that is why I think my back has not gone out in so long is that there are usually signs a few days before my back usually goes out. And that is what I am experiencing now. The pain I am felling is in my lower back. It is hard for me to stand up straight, it kind of feels like I am stuck or locked, but with major aching and muscle spasms. The pain down my leg is the same as it usually is. That pain is a shooting, burning pain starting from my hip going down my thigh into my calf. Some days it goes down to my foot, which is a new thing that started about 6 months ago.
I have always had these bad flare-ups, usually once a year, sometimes more.
Now my everyday pain is basically an aching pain in my lower back and sometimes I get a stabbing feeling right it the spine area itself. Then the sciatica pain is a shooting and burning pain, that seems to radiate from the center of my leg.
I still work full time and can say I am somewhat active. I can not stand just laying around and being a couch potato, but exercise it pretty much out of the question. I have also been through physical therapy several times maxing out my allowed visits. The only time I have had relief from physical therapy was when my back actually goes out. It does not help my everyday pain. I have just learned to adapt and pretty much know my limitations.
I know my last visit with my family doctor, I had broke down crying, not because I was in horrible horrible pain, but because I am frusterated with the pain I am in and it never goes away. And I am also scared of my options. (surgery) I am afraid of how much time it will take away from life as far as recovery time goes. I can not afford to be off work for a very long time. I only have short term disabilty benefits.
There is so much more I can add as far as details, but I think I have already made this post to long. Sorry!
Thanks so much for listening!!! Take care! Rain:angel: