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ladyjayy
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Had my disco today...it's not my discs. Totally negative test. My SI block was positive on the right (done a few weeks ago) and now we're pretty certain that, in addition to the right SI joint, I have bilateral piriformis syndrome.
I am a wreck. I wanted my back pain to be coming from a disc so bad simply because the surgery for the SI is so scary. I have done everything under the sun to try to help my SI, but unfortunately I am in the class where I have a "normally moving" SI but it's a very, horribly painful SI, such that I don't even stand on my right leg because the joint seems to not be able to take a load. It is very disabling and I am 28. This has to be treated somehow because I'm basically disabled at this point. This time last year I was an endurance athlete. Now I can't walk around the block, sit, stand, etc. It feels like the joint has failed. I think the piriformis syndrome is another monster, and for me it feels like a matter of scar tissue in my butt in addition to all the spasms. It, too, is pretty disabling.
So, here's my problem: I have conservatively managed this for a year and have gotten worse with zero improvement. My docs agree that either I have piriformis release surgery and/or SI fusion or I can just stay like this. I can not live like this. Literally, I don't think I can go on just getting worse and losing function with every passing day.
The piriformis release surgery has vastly improved over the years and is pretty successful. The SI fusion, also has improved and I have found a few surgeon's in the US who I feel confident in.
I am certain I need surgery. This is not getting better, getting worse and I don't want to end up in a wheelchair (I do use one on occasion now). I do not know which surgery to pursue first.
The "theory" I like the most is that if we could get the piriformis release done, maybe those muscles won't be pulling so hard on my joint and the joint may get better. The other theory is that once the joint is stabilized and load bearing again, maybe my muscles won't have to work so hard. It's a hard call and I don't think there is a doctor in this country who has the answer. Half the time I want my joint fused because it hurts that bad, and the other I want the piriformis surgery because the butt and leg pain is awful, too. I wish they could be done at the same time.
I am completely a wreck and devastated with this because I don't know what to do, what will help me the most, and what the right step is to take. I feel like a little girl who is lost in the wooRAB and can't find her way home. Scared, too.
Any advice, encouraging worRAB, hugs, anything would be helpful. Thank you all so much for being here.
Take care,
Julie
I am a wreck. I wanted my back pain to be coming from a disc so bad simply because the surgery for the SI is so scary. I have done everything under the sun to try to help my SI, but unfortunately I am in the class where I have a "normally moving" SI but it's a very, horribly painful SI, such that I don't even stand on my right leg because the joint seems to not be able to take a load. It is very disabling and I am 28. This has to be treated somehow because I'm basically disabled at this point. This time last year I was an endurance athlete. Now I can't walk around the block, sit, stand, etc. It feels like the joint has failed. I think the piriformis syndrome is another monster, and for me it feels like a matter of scar tissue in my butt in addition to all the spasms. It, too, is pretty disabling.
So, here's my problem: I have conservatively managed this for a year and have gotten worse with zero improvement. My docs agree that either I have piriformis release surgery and/or SI fusion or I can just stay like this. I can not live like this. Literally, I don't think I can go on just getting worse and losing function with every passing day.
The piriformis release surgery has vastly improved over the years and is pretty successful. The SI fusion, also has improved and I have found a few surgeon's in the US who I feel confident in.
I am certain I need surgery. This is not getting better, getting worse and I don't want to end up in a wheelchair (I do use one on occasion now). I do not know which surgery to pursue first.
The "theory" I like the most is that if we could get the piriformis release done, maybe those muscles won't be pulling so hard on my joint and the joint may get better. The other theory is that once the joint is stabilized and load bearing again, maybe my muscles won't have to work so hard. It's a hard call and I don't think there is a doctor in this country who has the answer. Half the time I want my joint fused because it hurts that bad, and the other I want the piriformis surgery because the butt and leg pain is awful, too. I wish they could be done at the same time.
I am completely a wreck and devastated with this because I don't know what to do, what will help me the most, and what the right step is to take. I feel like a little girl who is lost in the wooRAB and can't find her way home. Scared, too.
Any advice, encouraging worRAB, hugs, anything would be helpful. Thank you all so much for being here.
Take care,
Julie