Ciel Phantomhive
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I've been making so much effort to get over his girl I've still been having feelings for.
I forgive her for hurting me because I can't bring myself to hate her no matter how much I try..
I haven't talked to her, or even seen her until just a few hours ago.
Shes the one who broke up with me (four times)
And I just pretended that I was fine even though I was breaking down inside from her seeming to be great.
I have been crying on and off (I hate crying because I feel that it makes me weak and I feel really shameful for doing it.)
My heart hurts so much and I can't seem to find anything to get rid of the pain. I''ve been closing myself off from everyone and I just don't know what to do about about it anymore. Is this normal for me to be feeling this way? So much pain and depression?
I'm asking for prayer and help.
I forgive her for hurting me because I can't bring myself to hate her no matter how much I try..
I haven't talked to her, or even seen her until just a few hours ago.
Shes the one who broke up with me (four times)
And I just pretended that I was fine even though I was breaking down inside from her seeming to be great.
I have been crying on and off (I hate crying because I feel that it makes me weak and I feel really shameful for doing it.)
My heart hurts so much and I can't seem to find anything to get rid of the pain. I''ve been closing myself off from everyone and I just don't know what to do about about it anymore. Is this normal for me to be feeling this way? So much pain and depression?
I'm asking for prayer and help.