okay well today i did something Awful. this really and i mean REALLY annoying GROSS guy asked me out. i didn't want to be mean ( i couldn't even if i tried..-__-) so i told him i was already seeing someone(i lied) also that if i wasn't that i would have said yes ( also a lie). he then got all depressed and started ranting about how he's always getting rejected and he'll never find love ( i hardly knew him....) and how every day he has to watch his brother make out with girls and he'd never even kissed one or been kissed and that no one would ever want to ( he's 16) so after he finally stopped and the bell rang i stopped him when we were outside of the classroom and gave him a kiss on the cheek and said "theres your first kiss" then he smiled and i walked away. but EW god that was AWFUL! the dudes so weird and he's got no manners and is always talking about gross things! i wanted to scrape my lips off with a cheese grater! also that was my first kiss too! (even though it was only on the cheek,,,,,,,,) (and i can't believe i actually had the nerve to do that) but really my first kiss and it was to a guy like that >__< but i just felt so bad for him.......also now i feel freaking disgusting. it was ONLY a kiss on the cheek but .... i feel that things like that should be saved for someone you actually LIKE........ blegh!! does anyone know how to erase something like this out of my memory!?
lol i know i'm being overly dramatic. and yeah don't get me wrong i know about all those people with lives that suck butt and what not... it's not like i dont care it's just that there's nothing i can do about that now is there? my problem ARE extremely trivial compared to others but that doesn't mean that they don't matter.(they matter to me at least
) anyways what i'm trying to say is that i understand how stupid my question sounds and i seriously don't need you to tell that. i think i'm entitled to at least one stupid teenage moment.....
lol i know i'm being overly dramatic. and yeah don't get me wrong i know about all those people with lives that suck butt and what not... it's not like i dont care it's just that there's nothing i can do about that now is there? my problem ARE extremely trivial compared to others but that doesn't mean that they don't matter.(they matter to me at least
