need some cheering up >__< listen to me rant....?

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phillip

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okay well today i did something Awful. this really and i mean REALLY annoying GROSS guy asked me out. i didn't want to be mean ( i couldn't even if i tried..-__-) so i told him i was already seeing someone(i lied) also that if i wasn't that i would have said yes ( also a lie). he then got all depressed and started ranting about how he's always getting rejected and he'll never find love ( i hardly knew him....) and how every day he has to watch his brother make out with girls and he'd never even kissed one or been kissed and that no one would ever want to ( he's 16) so after he finally stopped and the bell rang i stopped him when we were outside of the classroom and gave him a kiss on the cheek and said "theres your first kiss" then he smiled and i walked away. but EW god that was AWFUL! the dudes so weird and he's got no manners and is always talking about gross things! i wanted to scrape my lips off with a cheese grater! also that was my first kiss too! (even though it was only on the cheek,,,,,,,,) (and i can't believe i actually had the nerve to do that) but really my first kiss and it was to a guy like that >__< but i just felt so bad for him.......also now i feel freaking disgusting. it was ONLY a kiss on the cheek but .... i feel that things like that should be saved for someone you actually LIKE........ blegh!! does anyone know how to erase something like this out of my memory!?
lol i know i'm being overly dramatic. and yeah don't get me wrong i know about all those people with lives that suck butt and what not... it's not like i dont care it's just that there's nothing i can do about that now is there? my problem ARE extremely trivial compared to others but that doesn't mean that they don't matter.(they matter to me at least :D) anyways what i'm trying to say is that i understand how stupid my question sounds and i seriously don't need you to tell that. i think i'm entitled to at least one stupid teenage moment.....
 
well, even if you can't stand the guy at least you brightened his day a little bit. If you don't want it to mean anything, then don't let it mean anything... don't freak out about it.

Believe me, i've had plenty of those "ugh why did i do that!!!" moments that i'd LOVE to forget, and what helps me the most is writing it down or talking to someone about it because then i can get it off of my chest and go on with life. Yeah, i still remember it, but at least it's not all balled up. Chocolate is also good too. :)

It was very sweet of you to do that for him, and if he pursues you just tell him that you aren't interested, really. Again, if you choose not to make a big deal out of a tiny kiss on the cheek then it won't become one.

Have a wonderful rest of the day. :)
 
Drama, drama, drama. Its not like the poor guy has the plague. Relax and stop being so shallow. So what if he wasn't handsome? You did a very kind and honorable thing. He'll remember it forever. Stop thinking so negatively and just look at the positive. You made this guys day and his life may be just a little happier because of it. That's a GOOD thing. Not something that should make you feel grossed out. Him ranting to you about how he feels isn't any more strange than you ranting to a bunch of complete strangers about the incident on the computer.
 
I would just dismiss it. Girls who get raped dont count that as their first times,(although thats much more serious and shouldnt be taken lightly) so why should you count do'n a nice thing as your first kiss..there was no emotional attachment..a kiss on the cheek is like a hug..You were just saying that you care and your there. (even if your not, thats still a nice way to make someone feel)
 
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