I am sorry this is a long e-mail but I could not miss any parts of it
I sent an e-mail to my friend (a girl too) a few weeks ago telling her that I loved her. She replied something like "love is a great thing to share with me." and I got confused and received mixed friend's interpretations about that. It took me 3 years to be able to say it. She had some doubts that I was a lesbian but was not sure. We have been seeing each other for coffee or lunch for a while now and the next time I saw her after writing to her that love letter she kept looking at me with sparkling eyes. She always flirts with me but I never know if it's just for teasing me or if she does it with intentions.
I was too shy to ask her about the e-mail so I waited and finally asked her what she meant. She seemed a little nervous talking about that but she said that the first impression she had of my e-mail was that I did not care about her because I said goodbye at the end of the letter implying that I never would see her again. I just said that because I thought I would scare her away (we have a 15 years age difference--I am the youngest). After that, she said that she did not want me to feel nervous around her. She put her hand on mine and has been touching me, hugging me more and longer ever since.
She never expresses her deep feelings but she uses her body language all the time to "say" things. I am an expert of body language and I know that she has used most of the sexual/love/attraction body language with me.
For instance, I was in the same room hotel with her. After taking her shower, she put her towel around her before putting her clothes on. She changed in front of me putting her dress on and I saw her with the towel around her waist, only wearing her bra. I looked at her with loving eyes (I am in love with her BTW) and she saw I was looking at her so she immediately came to me to talk about something random, still wearing only her bra and the towel. A few minutes later, she had put her dress on and was seating on a chair. Her panties were below her knees her dress was hiked up very high. She had her legs open enough that I could see her ...She faced me and when I realized that I saw it, I looked at her and she smiled.
Another time, we were at a coffee shop and she said that she had to go to the bathroom. I looked at her butt while she was walking away and apparently she felt my eyes watching her. She turned her head over her shoulder, slightly raised her shoulder toward her chin and looked at me with a coy smile. She often stares at me and I can see sparkles in her eyes. She also touches me a lot.
I can't figure out if she has feelinsg for me. and it is especially hard because she never talks about her deep feelings.
Maybe she is thinking that I am not interested. What should I do?
I sent an e-mail to my friend (a girl too) a few weeks ago telling her that I loved her. She replied something like "love is a great thing to share with me." and I got confused and received mixed friend's interpretations about that. It took me 3 years to be able to say it. She had some doubts that I was a lesbian but was not sure. We have been seeing each other for coffee or lunch for a while now and the next time I saw her after writing to her that love letter she kept looking at me with sparkling eyes. She always flirts with me but I never know if it's just for teasing me or if she does it with intentions.
I was too shy to ask her about the e-mail so I waited and finally asked her what she meant. She seemed a little nervous talking about that but she said that the first impression she had of my e-mail was that I did not care about her because I said goodbye at the end of the letter implying that I never would see her again. I just said that because I thought I would scare her away (we have a 15 years age difference--I am the youngest). After that, she said that she did not want me to feel nervous around her. She put her hand on mine and has been touching me, hugging me more and longer ever since.
She never expresses her deep feelings but she uses her body language all the time to "say" things. I am an expert of body language and I know that she has used most of the sexual/love/attraction body language with me.
For instance, I was in the same room hotel with her. After taking her shower, she put her towel around her before putting her clothes on. She changed in front of me putting her dress on and I saw her with the towel around her waist, only wearing her bra. I looked at her with loving eyes (I am in love with her BTW) and she saw I was looking at her so she immediately came to me to talk about something random, still wearing only her bra and the towel. A few minutes later, she had put her dress on and was seating on a chair. Her panties were below her knees her dress was hiked up very high. She had her legs open enough that I could see her ...She faced me and when I realized that I saw it, I looked at her and she smiled.
Another time, we were at a coffee shop and she said that she had to go to the bathroom. I looked at her butt while she was walking away and apparently she felt my eyes watching her. She turned her head over her shoulder, slightly raised her shoulder toward her chin and looked at me with a coy smile. She often stares at me and I can see sparkles in her eyes. She also touches me a lot.
I can't figure out if she has feelinsg for me. and it is especially hard because she never talks about her deep feelings.
Maybe she is thinking that I am not interested. What should I do?