I am 20 years old, and I have never been dating before. I used to have puppy love with girls at school, but nothing serious happened. Since I was 10, I really love boys, especially the cute ones. I will be very sad if he does not want to be friends with me. So that was just history.
Know I am at university, getting my degree. I do feel that the female allure is reducing. I do not watch straight porn at all, now I just watch gay porn, which really turns me on.
Whenever there is a good looking guy, my eyes cant stop starring at it and I do feel aroused by men, like in the gym, the library, the shopping mall, the changing room, the showers and many guys. It is weird to me, but I think it is just myself trying to convince that I am fully a homosexual.
Do you think I am fully gay? or is it just a phase in life?
Another question is, should I tell my mother about it? She is really old fashioned, as I am the only one in the family. Moreover, I am still depending on her in many ways.
Thanks for helping!
Know I am at university, getting my degree. I do feel that the female allure is reducing. I do not watch straight porn at all, now I just watch gay porn, which really turns me on.
Whenever there is a good looking guy, my eyes cant stop starring at it and I do feel aroused by men, like in the gym, the library, the shopping mall, the changing room, the showers and many guys. It is weird to me, but I think it is just myself trying to convince that I am fully a homosexual.
Do you think I am fully gay? or is it just a phase in life?
Another question is, should I tell my mother about it? She is really old fashioned, as I am the only one in the family. Moreover, I am still depending on her in many ways.
Thanks for helping!