Sherry David
New member
When I was 19 I was engaged to a man 21..he wanted me to give up going to college, get a job to support his career and tolerate his behavior some in which I believe was Bi-sexual activities with a certain man...then he told me if we were to have kids ...he was going to "Go With Them"....being young I just skip out on him to pursue my dreams......after having travel to see the world...I had a baby with a man that It thought was going to work out all right...he is a totally looser......I recent ran into my ex and he's is a Dr. and being marry for a long time...he was calling me everyday and for the last 7 months.. he stop talking to me out of the clear blue......I notice he had "mood swings" and would snap at me and have short answer when I talk to him...I've always talk nicely to him.......my question is...Did I make a mistake on not marrying him....why do I always meet loosers....I had a really terrible child hood...where my family would and mostly my parents would harass me...and make me have low self esteem...come to find out I was not my father kid..and he would treat me badly....I'm 50 now and I feel life has past me by....I've done a good job homeschooling my son...and now he is a good student in college at a very young age.....I'm a good person....I look 35,..I look very nice.... I would give anyone the shirt off my back...but I'm constantly get "Shit" on.......am I doing something wrong here.....? why can't I find a man that is decent w/o drama.....