Let me make one thing clear: I love my fiance and want to get married no matter what.
But when i was 16( im 25 now), i was raped and i was a virgin and haven't had sex with anyone since. Our wedding is in 6 days, and im afraid of the honeymoon. He's already told me numerous times that he wont do anything i don't want to do, and that makes me love him even more. But whenever i think about the honeymoon and how we are going to be together forever after this, that day of the rape and the image of me crying in a hotel room keeps haunting me.
Do i just toughen up and have sex anyways, or do i ask him to wait?
Ill take any advice, what should i do?
But when i was 16( im 25 now), i was raped and i was a virgin and haven't had sex with anyone since. Our wedding is in 6 days, and im afraid of the honeymoon. He's already told me numerous times that he wont do anything i don't want to do, and that makes me love him even more. But whenever i think about the honeymoon and how we are going to be together forever after this, that day of the rape and the image of me crying in a hotel room keeps haunting me.
Do i just toughen up and have sex anyways, or do i ask him to wait?
Ill take any advice, what should i do?