l don't want to sound horrible because I am happy for them but I keep thinking 'it was supposed to be me first'. We have been trying for a few months with no luck. They have a 1 1/2 year old already and have been dropping hints about having a second baby and I thought we would get there first so this has come as a shock. It's not something I wanted to hear right before Christmas when I only just heard on Tuesday my blood test was negative 
I wanted to be pregnant for Christmas and now she is. Plus it's even harder because my in-laws just fuss so much without any idea that we are trying too.
Has anyone else been in this position?
I wanted to be pregnant for Christmas and now she is. Plus it's even harder because my in-laws just fuss so much without any idea that we are trying too. Has anyone else been in this position?