My Poem ( What do you think)?

[SomeWhere Out There]

Summer has ended
school starts with a flare
everyone knows each other
yet im in despair

i know not what i'm doing
i dont care what i wear
for all i know
is that im not even there

they stare, they see
but only through me- not knopwing how i feel

Im alone inside, but i dont like to hide
deep secerts in me are kept for my dignity

They talk, they laugh, as if i know that.
I start laughing with them so i wont get dispatcheed

Things go on like a normal day
yet i still wonder how can i play
with everyone hating an cursing on through

How can i love a person like you