computer sorting ''finances''? Me and my partner have been together for 2 years and have been living together for the past year, we get a long very well and sex is generally good. I do suffer from post traumatic stress disorder, so sometimes this can put a strain on our relationship.
Last night we had sex and he lied about ejaculating in me, he claimed he had but i know for a fact he haddnt as he cant carry on having sex after he has ejaculated..soon after we had sex he left to go and sit in the living room until 4/5am. He does this on a regular basis and when i question it he tries to make me feel guilty by saying 'Im doing this for us, making sure we have enough money, and you think im looking at porn'.
Well, i think i have good reason to think hes looking at porn, considering the fact i found disgusting kinky folders on his computer which he claimed his friend had left and he diddnt know about them, amongst other things i have found, now i would have no problem with him looking at this stuff, if it wasnt so SICKENING and kinky and if he just told me, i genuinely dont care if hes looking at general normal porn, its no big deal to me...
Im so sick of living without trust in this relationship, i cant deal with it..doesnt what hes doing seem suspicious to you guys too?
Last night we had sex and he lied about ejaculating in me, he claimed he had but i know for a fact he haddnt as he cant carry on having sex after he has ejaculated..soon after we had sex he left to go and sit in the living room until 4/5am. He does this on a regular basis and when i question it he tries to make me feel guilty by saying 'Im doing this for us, making sure we have enough money, and you think im looking at porn'.
Well, i think i have good reason to think hes looking at porn, considering the fact i found disgusting kinky folders on his computer which he claimed his friend had left and he diddnt know about them, amongst other things i have found, now i would have no problem with him looking at this stuff, if it wasnt so SICKENING and kinky and if he just told me, i genuinely dont care if hes looking at general normal porn, its no big deal to me...
Im so sick of living without trust in this relationship, i cant deal with it..doesnt what hes doing seem suspicious to you guys too?