My mum hates me- due to school?

[Katie!]

I think my mum hates me, i hate school so much & my attendance is really quite bad, the officers already seen me about it etc. I know I should go to school more often and be stronger, I just hate everything about it.. It kinda makes me depressed, I know I sound like a typical kid and everything but since my first year - i've dreaded school completely. My mum, now, lets me off quite easily 'cause she's soft, I probably do take advantage of that but I wish she'd understand a tiny bit how much I hate school. When she decides to let me off school (whatever the reason I say, ill etc) around 10 minutes later she'll have a huge go at me, saying how i'm useless, pathetic, how I should have more respect for her & makes digs at me throughout the day. Awhile back she started saying how I made her life worse etc which really hurt me, she felt bad & apologized but those words have stuck with me. I don't know what to do about my mum & my attitude to school. I hate school partly because I don't have many friends, like I have 4, I don't get bullied but in my school there's like groups, & one of my friends I'm with in lessons is always off & I always end up on my own in the lesson, and I'm always on my own, I look stupid & lonerish- I feel like people talk about me then. I wish mum'd understand, but she just says really horrible things after. What can I do?