my mood swings its affectin my whole life wat can i do to try n change my bad ways?

[Daisy H]

i been very moody for a month now and it affectin my relationship my bf get it alot one min i am very happy being wid him and then i switch like nothing i am not workin now i been home most days but i should be happy and dis point because i have a man now dat luv me n care about me and my mom open a restaurant dat ill workin wid and dat soon open i should be happy but instead am been miserable moody wid everyone and as full of attitude and i do have depression problem i used to take pills for it but i did stop am always angry very moody and i dont wanna push away anyone i luv but its like i cant help myself like sum1 take control of my body and am always likes to attach ppl r shout at ppl like ppl dat r closed to me and sumtimes i wannna cry by myself for no reason am always lookin sad and comfused i wanna change but i dont know how i can stop me from being dis way i wanna change so bad because i dont wanna hurt anyone and am not proud of it and hate myself for being dis way