WashingKopthi
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doctors to set me up to take? medicine that I fainted from and made me start to die. Then a year after or so a couple of years.. after she bought tarot cards and stuff.. before my mom and dad are going through this divorce.. my mom stated that she "will kill me" and my father and a local dog groomer too.. This one time she told me that she had a dream that she picked me up by my top half and just moved me up and backwards onto a set of steaks that was positioned up higher and killed me. She woke up she said and she felt horrible. (duh cuz I lived there.) She was not a supportive mother as a child and I was raped quite a few times. All she would do afterwords was yell at me and ignore me. I got called a bitch and syco if I tried to cry while I spoke out for defense. I was not aloud to express myself as a child. Just fight I guess for the right.. This century (;*) I got very sick and didn't have a car so she would by foods that would only keep her healthy, make me sick and I ended up starving. Finally I got my car fixed I guess or something.. my dad finally after about two months with no car got me a new one but I didn't want it. I didn't think that he loved me. she abused me every single day, using me as a punching bag to get by with her own life. One day she accused me of doing something that the phone company did, grabbed the back of my shirt and started nailing at my spine. I have bone loss. So the next time that she went at me, I got up the scottish way and just started snail punching at her top of her head. I got her against the wall and held her but she was still hostile. I got her nose with my palm and that was the end of it. I got on my shoes and drove to my dad's house finally waking up out of the dark. The one hit though made her bleed and her face got blown up. When I was little she yelled at me if I was in pain. I frowned, she smacked me. I cried then I was yelled to shut up. So I was wondering, after my studies on her behaviour and such. Divination and witchcraft what is that? Is that have something to do in relation of her doing those things on me my whole life. She is not my spiritual mother.