My mental health? help?

[Untipical Teen]

First off, I'm about to be 16. I'm concerned with my metal health.

I've been verbally abused by my family all my life.

I've watched my parents constantly fight all my life then blame it on me.

I know my mother has cheated on my dad twice and my dad i believe is currently cheating.

Mom is an alcoholic.

My grandpa had a mental health condition and alcoholism problem.

I've had trouble lately with my emotions. Some days I'll feel wonderful and then all of a sudden I'll starting yelling at my brother for nothing. I don't feel like talking to anyone, then I'll be sad because no one wants to talk to me.

When I'm at work, my co-workers always say I look sad and zoned out.

Little things set me off. I have trouble sleeping. I have a loss of appetite.

I know my age is the age when we go through lots of changes and emotions, but I know my friends aren't like this all the time like I am.

I have times when I want to start fights with my friends.

Sometimes I'll yell at my family or someone and I don't know why I did it later on...it's so confusing....

I have a very strong urge to take sleeping pill or drink alcohol.

I don't know what to do, my parents will think I'm crazy or over reacting. I don't think they'll take me to a doctor.


HELP

Advice???

 

[Shauna]

i went through that too. in fact, i ended up going to see psychotherapists and later on a psychologist who assessed my mental health. it turns out i suffer from depression, ocd, and something i cant spell lol. im now medicated for it and it works wonders. im a whole new person! please seek help!