sooo, like last year, this guy i've known all throughout middle school, liked me.. i liked him back. ive liked a few guys, but this one was different, i liked him ALOT. i was myself around him, and we did basically everything together. recently at the end of summer, we just got in a fight, about something really stupid, and sorta split, we had a thing for a couple monthes.. and he aventually got a girlfriend, and he knew i was jealous. he dated her for about a week, (my time of EXTREME PAIN, ) and then he broke up with her cause she was really weird.. he told me afterwards that he couldnt handle going out wtih her because he missed me.. So i started liking this other guy, and I think hes really cute, but i didnt know him too well, i still want to get to know him better. the first guy still likes me though.. me and the new guy always text back and forth though, but again like im actually like in love with the first guy 
i dont know what kind of love it is though.. like i tell him everything, we always hang out, we cuddle, but i think i may like him as a brother.. but then again i still like him as more, and i just dont wanna ruin our friendship at the same time.. should i forget about the first guy, and go with the new guy and start fresh, or should i continue things with the old guy. AND REMEMBER! I had to see him with that other girl, so maybe it's time for him to see me with somebody else and see how it feels! i hate revenge, but its sooo sweet! im 15 btw. help me figure out how im fealing and what to do!!
i dont know what kind of love it is though.. like i tell him everything, we always hang out, we cuddle, but i think i may like him as a brother.. but then again i still like him as more, and i just dont wanna ruin our friendship at the same time.. should i forget about the first guy, and go with the new guy and start fresh, or should i continue things with the old guy. AND REMEMBER! I had to see him with that other girl, so maybe it's time for him to see me with somebody else and see how it feels! i hate revenge, but its sooo sweet! im 15 btw. help me figure out how im fealing and what to do!!