sweatyslippers
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Falling deep thought is dangerous.
What once was a mere thought has twisted into mistakes.
All alone, my mind has gone rouge.
Oh how life has changed.
And oh how I haven't decided for better or worse.
It's funny how days turn to years.
And how last week was once tomorrow.
It's funny how its actually sad.
Everyone say's time goes by fast, but why do my days go by so slow?
I wish I had no worries, I wish i wasn't filled with hate.
I wish I wasn't big, and I wish i didn't hate who i am.
But then again, I hate who i was.
Some might say I live my life like I fly my kites.
I've never owned a kite, though.
I've never screamed for attention, out loud that is.
But even in our darkest days, my smile will outshine the pain.
Deep breaths, focus, and determination. That's not who i am, That's where i'm going.
I'm so young, but I've lived through more than you.
I've lost more than you.
I've laughed louder than you.
I've thought deeper han you.
Sometimes I wonder Why I don't change.
But I already know the answer.
While you've been told white lies, I've been told lies of the rainbow.
If life were as carefree as we want, we'd be dead.
I've came close. But it wasn't about the freedom.
It was about the lies, the fake, the pain, the blackness.
I will never be there again. Ever.
Life isn't always buttflies and sunshine, but some people deserve it.
Not me, them. Those who have always brought me the sun.
I will never be able to control my brain. I am sorry for my rambles.
Not truly, but I needed a pair of ears, or say eyes for the night.
What once was a mere thought has twisted into mistakes.
All alone, my mind has gone rouge.
Oh how life has changed.
And oh how I haven't decided for better or worse.
It's funny how days turn to years.
And how last week was once tomorrow.
It's funny how its actually sad.
Everyone say's time goes by fast, but why do my days go by so slow?
I wish I had no worries, I wish i wasn't filled with hate.
I wish I wasn't big, and I wish i didn't hate who i am.
But then again, I hate who i was.
Some might say I live my life like I fly my kites.
I've never owned a kite, though.
I've never screamed for attention, out loud that is.
But even in our darkest days, my smile will outshine the pain.
Deep breaths, focus, and determination. That's not who i am, That's where i'm going.
I'm so young, but I've lived through more than you.
I've lost more than you.
I've laughed louder than you.
I've thought deeper han you.
Sometimes I wonder Why I don't change.
But I already know the answer.
While you've been told white lies, I've been told lies of the rainbow.
If life were as carefree as we want, we'd be dead.
I've came close. But it wasn't about the freedom.
It was about the lies, the fake, the pain, the blackness.
I will never be there again. Ever.
Life isn't always buttflies and sunshine, but some people deserve it.
Not me, them. Those who have always brought me the sun.
I will never be able to control my brain. I am sorry for my rambles.
Not truly, but I needed a pair of ears, or say eyes for the night.