my husbens cheated on me many times before. am i wrong for wanting to talk to someone...

...else? LONG I KNOW BUT PLEASE READ!! I NEED ADVISE!!

Ok me and my husben have been married for almost 5 months now and have been together for a total of 1yr 11months. I love him with all my heart and from the day we'v been together ive never once been unfaithfull to him.

Him, on the other hand, has been unfaithful many times. Mainly before we got married. But despite that we still wanted to get married. i was pregnant with our son at the time. And i honestly beleaved he could change.

Well about 2months after we were married he started talking to another grl (way older with kids) and made plans to do certain things. As far as i know i caught him before anything could be done. Well a month later he started talking to another girl again. So we separated for a while

He called me non stop and begged me to give him another chance. and said things would be diffrent. I didnt beleave him but i had to think about my baby that was due any day. i didnt want him to have a broken family. so i let him come back home.

well turns out while we were seperated he was talkin to 2other girls. but when he came back he told them he couldnt talk to them anymore cuz he was working things out with me.

But i wasnt realy mad, because during the time we were separated..i started talking to this guy. ((JUST AS FRIENDS)) but i realy liked him. the way he talked to me just made me feel like i havnt felt in a while. he would ask me how i was doing and we would talk 24/7. And my husben wanted me to tell him i couldnt talk to him anymore. But i havnt yet......

well our son was born a week ago, and i thought things between us would get better, but they havnt! theyv actualy gotten worse. (but he hasnt cheated again YET) and my friend messaged me today asking how ive been, and my husben read it and got mad when i wanted to reply

ive never been unfaithful to him. but am i wrong for wanting to continue talking to this other guy???
 
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