Makayla Stevenson
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By the way, I'm using her old account. Anyway, yesterday morning she kept asking me all these questions like If I broke up with you for a stupid reason would you be angry? and I answered truthfully Yes, I would.. And then she said I take that back, I know you'd be angry, but would you start talking about me behind my back weeks later? and I was hesitant, but I answered, Probably.. But I wouldn't talk about you, I'd just call you names. Please don't be mad, I don't exactly know where this is going, so I'm trying to be truthful.. And then she said Nevermind. And I got that feeling like I said something wrong, so I went on talking about trust in relationships, and that she doesn't have to tell me, but that I would always be there for her.. And she said But I want to tell you. So I asked her what was wrong and she said Here's something you don't know about me.. She told me in the shortest way possible (which really wasn't that short) that her parents got divorced when she was 3 and she now lives with her mom (which she says is a good thing), but every year her dad goes to court and tries to take custody, but has failed since she was 4. (In court she is asked multiple questions and once in the beginning she ran out crying) And that her dad says if he ever did get her, he planned to move to Washington D.C. (we live on the other side of the country). Oh, and that her dad has almost been put in jail a few times due to not paying child support, and the only reason he hasn't is because her mom doesn't really need it (I've met her mom, she works in insurance).
She told me that if I didn't want to be bothered with this she wouldn't be mad if I broke it off. But that was the last thing on my mind. I actually think that I have stronger feelings for her now that I know this, but I do feel kind of weird.. I mean you would have NEVER guessed! She just doesn't give off that vibe! She's the most popular girl in our school and she's really hot!
She had told me that I had the perfect family (which was kind of true, we are really close) But I felt really bad, so I told her my biggest secret.. I have Sickle Cell Disease. You can't tell, but I have the symptoms. I can't play sports, I have asthma (I used this when she asked why I couldn't do sports), I get pains a lot (that can last for days), I get sick a lot, I have to drink a lot which makes me have to go to the bathroom more then everybody else, etc.
But the thing is she's REALLY moody, but I never knew why. She says it's because when she's not around that type of stuff she's pretty happy. She says there is only three things that can take her mind off of it.. Me, her friends, and dancing. My dad is a cop, so I hear a lot about this stuff from him, but I wouldn't think from her.. She says that her dad used to come up to school and try to get her out, but wasn't able to (he's on this list, so he can't check her out) and that he comes to her mom's house a lot, which has ended a few times with a bunch of police cars surrounding the house. It kind of scares me to think about what she's going through, but I love her so much.
We've been going out for about 4 months and we're both 14 (about to be 15). What do you think of this?
She told me that if I didn't want to be bothered with this she wouldn't be mad if I broke it off. But that was the last thing on my mind. I actually think that I have stronger feelings for her now that I know this, but I do feel kind of weird.. I mean you would have NEVER guessed! She just doesn't give off that vibe! She's the most popular girl in our school and she's really hot!
She had told me that I had the perfect family (which was kind of true, we are really close) But I felt really bad, so I told her my biggest secret.. I have Sickle Cell Disease. You can't tell, but I have the symptoms. I can't play sports, I have asthma (I used this when she asked why I couldn't do sports), I get pains a lot (that can last for days), I get sick a lot, I have to drink a lot which makes me have to go to the bathroom more then everybody else, etc.
But the thing is she's REALLY moody, but I never knew why. She says it's because when she's not around that type of stuff she's pretty happy. She says there is only three things that can take her mind off of it.. Me, her friends, and dancing. My dad is a cop, so I hear a lot about this stuff from him, but I wouldn't think from her.. She says that her dad used to come up to school and try to get her out, but wasn't able to (he's on this list, so he can't check her out) and that he comes to her mom's house a lot, which has ended a few times with a bunch of police cars surrounding the house. It kind of scares me to think about what she's going through, but I love her so much.
We've been going out for about 4 months and we're both 14 (about to be 15). What do you think of this?