SHE TURNS ON ME.? yes my girlfriend who i will not disclose her real name but i will refere to her as Sandy.
sandy and i have knowen each other for about 1 year. the are brief periods of time that she does show concern for me but most of the time she has no regards for me. i have tried every thing to be nice towards her and other people often tell me that i am a very forgiving person and that i should not always take her back every time when she leaves me and then she asks me to take her back. her and i were living together at my apartment but now she is out of state. her and i do talk on the phone and yes there are times i may be be sleeping and if she calls and i am a heavy sleeper and i sleep right through the ringing of my cell phone and when she gets the voice mail,, she will leave a message demanding that i better answer every time when she calls. i try to explain to her that i try my best to answer every time that she does call me. also she has often blocked my number from me calling her and then she will un-block my number so i can call her. i do not know what to do,, i just can not go on like this and this is really hurting me. there are times that i often lay in bed all night long and cry. i have even considered suicide. does any one know how i can explain to her that i really do love her very much and that i want to be there for her. also is it wrong for me to feel this way,,, please i do not want any one to advise me to dump her,, i want advice in how her and i can make this to be a better relationship.
sandy and i have knowen each other for about 1 year. the are brief periods of time that she does show concern for me but most of the time she has no regards for me. i have tried every thing to be nice towards her and other people often tell me that i am a very forgiving person and that i should not always take her back every time when she leaves me and then she asks me to take her back. her and i were living together at my apartment but now she is out of state. her and i do talk on the phone and yes there are times i may be be sleeping and if she calls and i am a heavy sleeper and i sleep right through the ringing of my cell phone and when she gets the voice mail,, she will leave a message demanding that i better answer every time when she calls. i try to explain to her that i try my best to answer every time that she does call me. also she has often blocked my number from me calling her and then she will un-block my number so i can call her. i do not know what to do,, i just can not go on like this and this is really hurting me. there are times that i often lay in bed all night long and cry. i have even considered suicide. does any one know how i can explain to her that i really do love her very much and that i want to be there for her. also is it wrong for me to feel this way,,, please i do not want any one to advise me to dump her,, i want advice in how her and i can make this to be a better relationship.