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While I despise, whiny, EMO, wangst I will attempt to offer some motherly advice.
This guy is not worth destroying a friendship over. Seriously, it's not. You are too young to be putting this much stock into a boy. Ditch this dude, make up with your friend, and go back to the mall. Have fun and enjoy your teen years because you will probably want them back when you are older.