my dad says i never practice for sports, that's why i cant do sports.
what about the year I ran 2 miles every morning, or the three damn years he made go to basketball camps(literally everyweek I had to go to a camp), or the summers i spent practicing tumbling and splits(which i really LOVE), and the years i spent swimming laps for hours everyday? I am just so angry, i want to explode! everytime i ask my mom she gives a stupid excuse why i cant do something! Was i born retarded or something and no one told me? i've been holding these feelings in for years, and now i want to talk to my parents because i am gaining weight and losing fitness because im not allowed to any sports. For some stupid reason i hate crying. I HATE crying, i just want to kill myself when i do... and im afraid i will- i tearing up even thinking about telling my parents why i really internally have such a high amount of disgust and frustration towards them...
They're both overweight which statics say give me a higher risk of being overweight
i just want to be fit again, but they are seriously making it impossible
sorry about this rant
what about the year I ran 2 miles every morning, or the three damn years he made go to basketball camps(literally everyweek I had to go to a camp), or the summers i spent practicing tumbling and splits(which i really LOVE), and the years i spent swimming laps for hours everyday? I am just so angry, i want to explode! everytime i ask my mom she gives a stupid excuse why i cant do something! Was i born retarded or something and no one told me? i've been holding these feelings in for years, and now i want to talk to my parents because i am gaining weight and losing fitness because im not allowed to any sports. For some stupid reason i hate crying. I HATE crying, i just want to kill myself when i do... and im afraid i will- i tearing up even thinking about telling my parents why i really internally have such a high amount of disgust and frustration towards them...
They're both overweight which statics say give me a higher risk of being overweight
i just want to be fit again, but they are seriously making it impossible
sorry about this rant