My dreadful life and shattered dreams.?

Xavier

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I have always been someone who dream big, all the time.

Get things done and have pride in everything that i do.



During my high school days, i joined badminton club and scouts.

In my junior years, everything was okay.

I get good grades and excel in my school work and club activities.



So, when i move up to my senior years, i was given a responsibility to be the school's badminton captain and a patrol leader in scouts. I was also elected to be a student leader by a friend and became one. It was super awesome.But it was short lived.....



I got into the "best class" at school and took double math and triple science.

Things started to get difficult at first, but i'm used to staying back up late and coming back home at around 6pm everyday from monday to friday, so it's fine.

I thought that i should challenge myself and gain as much benefits as possible from school.

Maybe i was a little greedy ,back then.



Badminton was okay, i was in the school team ,back then...Physical training is essential.

Because we had to prepare ourselves to compete, before the competition period comes...

So i had to assign duty roosters for the boys and lead the warm up, warm down...always be the last one to leave and make sure than everything is kept properly , in the end of the day.



Badminton is on Monday and Wednesday.

Scout is on Friday.



Thursday and Tuesday i had to stay back for classes until around 4pm+ , sometimes we have a student leader council meeting on these 2 days...





So the schedule is pretty tight.

And after a few months, things gets even tighter.

More projects and test everyday, in a week and projects that needs to be done.

I was always staying up late until 3-4 am everyday to try and finish up a project or learn for a test, although i know that i'll be having a badminton training the next day.

But i had to juggle, i thought.

I remember during those days, i always sleep, when i don't want to...Which means that, i didn't sleep by my own choice, i was always dozing off while doing a project or studying for a test...half way.

My results didn't turn out well, because there's way to many things to handle.

( There's a continuation of my problems on

paz-love.page.tl

it said that i exceeded the maximum words in a post, so i registered a site and dump everything there...)

Please do, reply down here though and give me your opinions on what i could do, to move on , in life.
 
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