EpiclySadPanda
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my ex broke up with me two weeks ago. She saw another man. She told me it wasn't serious and I believe her. Today one of our mutual friends informed me that she did this because she thought she was holding me back in life. She made herself go to see another man because she thought I would be better off without her. I went crazy before I knew this! I begged her to talk to me but she wouldn't, she would just cry and run away. She's hurt me by saying hurtful things when she did talk, so hurtful that one night I raged and ended breaking my foot. That was the last time I talked to her. She tried calling when she found out but I was out of it because I was on so many drugs to re-leave the pain and my mom sent her a text that said to never call or text this number again. She hasn't tried to talk to me since and I feel like she feels like she has lost me forever. I'm scared to try to talk to her. I don't want her to feel like she has to be rude just for me to be better off. I love her so much. I almost feel like I should go away for awhile, just stop with everything involving her. Then maybe in a few months "accidentally" run into her and see if the spark is still there. Any ideas?