My brother is 18 and im 7 years younger. I love him and didnt want him to leave me. This makes me have anxiety and is messing up my first year middle school. During class i just want to cry, but i have to suck it in, but then i start tear which is better than crying but still. He's the brother that would pick me up out of the crib when I was a baby and crying. He was the one who let me sleep in his twin bed with him until i was 3-6 when i was scared at night. Please help me.