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Siouxper Mama
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I've dated my boyfriend for over 3 years now. Living together for 2. I moved from my home state(which is 3,000+miles away) to be with him. I met him on yahoo...and we hit it off. Friendship then moved onto romance. He has done some pretty crule things to me. And yet I forgave him. He is constantly on single sites and when he has profiles on various social networking sites I've noticed he does not indicate if he is in a relationship. And portrays himself as a single man., It really hurts my feelings and makes me often wonder why am I even here.
He is on disability and stays home with my two children and his child, I work fulltime outside of the home. He recently got a query keyboard cell phone with the simply everything plan so he has unlimited texting and web usage. He is on yahoo messanger ALL THE TIME....and yes I was a snoop and I looked in his yahoo....and saw some convo's he had with apprent female friends....needless to say I wasnt too happy....while I'm gone all day working he's at home chatting it up with other chicks....sucks! I have a hard time trusting him,......because he has lied in the past about who he talks to.
Some of the women he talks to are ones he met online around the same time as we did,,,,,and he tried to make a relationship with them....and he is ALWAYS TEXTING AND CHATTING......wakes in the middle of the night...and basically holds his phone hostage....he hides it an all.....I wouldnt care if he talked to just friends....but the fact he is sooooo secretive about who he talks to and what about is alil nerve racking to me.
I get paid every 2 weeks and give him my whole check except for maybe 50-100 bucks I get to keep for myself....If Im luckey....And I dont even wanna begin on the baby mama drama I gotta deal with....Im sooooo stressed and feel unloved.....I can sit here and watch him talk away to other people and carry on and on....but when I try to talk to him he is all cranky and hard to deal with...
What should I do....I feel stuck cause I have a great job here and recently got a 75 cent an hour raise....and yeah I could move back home but theres no jobs and I would have to start all over again...meaning housing job and home furnitions........I feel stuck please gimme good advice!!!!!!!!!!
He is on disability and stays home with my two children and his child, I work fulltime outside of the home. He recently got a query keyboard cell phone with the simply everything plan so he has unlimited texting and web usage. He is on yahoo messanger ALL THE TIME....and yes I was a snoop and I looked in his yahoo....and saw some convo's he had with apprent female friends....needless to say I wasnt too happy....while I'm gone all day working he's at home chatting it up with other chicks....sucks! I have a hard time trusting him,......because he has lied in the past about who he talks to.
Some of the women he talks to are ones he met online around the same time as we did,,,,,and he tried to make a relationship with them....and he is ALWAYS TEXTING AND CHATTING......wakes in the middle of the night...and basically holds his phone hostage....he hides it an all.....I wouldnt care if he talked to just friends....but the fact he is sooooo secretive about who he talks to and what about is alil nerve racking to me.
I get paid every 2 weeks and give him my whole check except for maybe 50-100 bucks I get to keep for myself....If Im luckey....And I dont even wanna begin on the baby mama drama I gotta deal with....Im sooooo stressed and feel unloved.....I can sit here and watch him talk away to other people and carry on and on....but when I try to talk to him he is all cranky and hard to deal with...
What should I do....I feel stuck cause I have a great job here and recently got a 75 cent an hour raise....and yeah I could move back home but theres no jobs and I would have to start all over again...meaning housing job and home furnitions........I feel stuck please gimme good advice!!!!!!!!!!