Well, my boyfriend has a rock band, they've started publishing videos on youtube and are going to give their first gig in a month...HE LIVES 2 HOURS AWAY, IN ANOTHER CITY, so i can't go to his gigs and i'm scared about the groupies, i'm scared about him giving less attention to me, i'm scared (but proud too) of them becoming famous...please help me, i'm starting to get paranoid, what should i do to relax? should i do something to distract myself? like...hobbies or something? please, please help me