My boyfriend and first time for sex.?

ill just give you all the details, me and my boyfriend are so into each other its something i cant even explain. whenever were together we have so many deep talks and hes so fun to be around. and when we kiss its.. incredible, he picks me up and pushes me up against the wall, and sometimes he gets rough only because it gets intimate and sensual and i know he doesnt mean to, but i like it though, i bruise easily, i just have sensitive skin and he is so strong and about 2 and a half feet taller than me. he tried to finger me one time but i started to bleed and it hurt, so bad, so he stopped right away and said he didnt want to hurt me. but i want all of him so badly and i want to skip all of that and just be with him, i already know im ready so please skip the lectures about being ready and when its your time. but i just dont want sex for me to be so terribly painful, what can i expect? and what should i do during sex? please help
 
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