My body looks awful and I really need some help!?

Tsahaylu

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I suffer from a huge depression about my body.
My ribs are large, and my hips aren't that wide. Besides, my hips are places high up, which makes my torso and my bum look small. Which they are.

I don't know what the heck I'm supposed to do. Sometimes I don't feel like living because I feel so bad about the way I look. I'm not trying to get anybody's attention by writing this. But sometimes when I look into the mirror, I feel so ugly and I end up thinking "why did my sister get the hourglass body from mom when I'm stuck looking like this?" It's not fair!

If it was a fat issue, I wouldn't have felt so bad, since I could exercize and burn it right off. The problem is: It's my bone structure that makes me look like this, so I can't really do ANYTHING about it. I have my dad's body, and I HATE IT!! I'm a girl. I'm not supposed to look like this.

I'm 16. Will my hips get any wider as I grow?
If I get bum implants: will it be really noticable?

Please don't tell me that beauty's on the inside, or that everyone look different.
I know that there are poor children in Africa that dies every second and that they have it a lot worse than I do. I know that. And it's awful. But I need help, and no matter what, I'll always feel like the most unlucky one if I don't get any help, soon. I hope that you all understand.

Thanks in advance! Please answer my questions.


P.S. I do NOT suffer from anorexia or bulimia. This is not just a mental thing, when I see myself as fat in the mirror when I actually look like a sceleton. My body structure is a FACT, and I have my dad to prove this. We look the same: we have the same bone structure.
 
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