Jolly Rancher
New member
other people? We were friends from 15 to 26 he died 2 months ago. I always have alot of friendship offers but I am just extremely skeptical and there is no changing that. i used to go out with him and only because I was with him. People that I have went out with before wants my company but I just don't do things without him. He knew me so well at my deepest level. We were like twins. He was almost killed before years ago always a roberry. he died this time. he was such a good guy and a hard worker We have so many pictures together I cherish them. I had a dream he told me he is ok and to let go. The world is so less interesting and I am not interested in forming anymore bonds. I'm a loner and I love to write. I've been thinking about death alot too. i dont want to die but I'm not scared. Thats when the pain will finally end though. My heart is forever broken. he was my Heart. The love of my life closer than my own family. Gone forever. he told me while he was alive I'd be ok. We discussed what we'd do if each other died We talked about everything you could imagine and he Loved God and Jesus