My best friend's mother is almost 40. I'm 25. She's just really beautiful and so fun to be around. There are people my age who aren't as fun as her. Ever since we all went on a boating trip, I just can't stop wanting her. We did sleep together on the trip several times. I spent more time in her room than on deck. When we came back, we had sex whenever we could. Well while my friend was supposed to be out of town with his father, there was a change of plans and long story short, he ended up walking in on us. Now he won't talk to me (I know, why would he?) and he hates me. I feel awful about it but I still want her. She hasn't really closed the topic off either when we talked. She just said she probably shouldn't because of her son. Not that she wanted to stop it. Is there anyway to keep my friend and her? What should I do? I love my friend like a brother but I've never wanted a woman like this before. I just don't know what to do. She's still married to her husband but they don't even sleep together anymore. They're just staying together for their younger children. My friend thinks I've ruined his parents' marriage but they're not faithful to each other. I'm not the first guy she's had an affair with. I don't know if I'm in love with her but I love everything about her. I have a girlfriend and she's nice but honestly she just bores me. Our families just want us to marry each other because we come from the same culture/background. I don't mind if she doesn't leave her husband. I just want to be with her. The feeling is literally like a craving.
