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So I finally got the call from my doctor, about the MRI I had a week ago. it stood on paper that he would call between 14.30-16.00, he called 17.00, I was constantly watching my phone. I've never been that watchful/impatient over anything.

I get to hear I have a thrombus in my brain, I couldn't believe my ears. But it's so small, it's 1mm that if I'd have a surgery the complications in the surgery would be more of a risk. Then I still have som light spot on my left side of the brain, that's about 2mm. Wee. He said quite alot, but I was pretty chocked and didn't know what to ask so.. He said this would of all been normal if I'd been 10-15years older, but I'm this young so it's weird.

But now they are going to take me in to a spinalmarrow fluid test aka stick a huge needle into my back and into my spine.

I'm happy that they are doing something, but I'm also scared what they might find.
I try to live by the law of charma, be good, good things happen. Sometimes I'm even(or william says so) to kind. I'm taking care of my nieces, when I really don't want to/to tired/not have time, but my sister needs me, but then again she knows how to take advantage of me. I give to charity, I do all kinds of bullshit that is suppose to be nice, but what does happen. Shit happens to me, I'm to fucking tired of this right now. It seems that it doesnt really matter what you do or I'm doing it wrong.
 
I don't know what to say, StarDust. This sucks. Sometimes bad things happen to good people and there is no explanation. You are a beautiful light in the universe.

Let's just hope that whatever it is that this turns out to be, it can be treated and you will be well. *hugs*
 
:( i'm sorry dusty! i'll be sure to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

just let people take care of YOU this time, okay? :hug2:
 
Oh, dusty, you could use a :hug2:
I'll use my incredible brain to send waves of love and good health out to the universe for you. That will surely help. I really hope you will be ok.
 
Damn, Dusty.

I don't even know what to say. Like you said, at least they are doing something to help you. Don't be scared. Keep your chin up, kiddo. :hug2:

They say laughter is the best medicine so maybe this will help:



:sgrin:
 
Well, like you said - shit does unfortunately happen - even to the holiest of Saints. Stay positive and you'll beat this.

These people sound so bloody depressing. You'll be fine! :)
 
Damn I'm sorry to hear that. Hope everything goes well with the next test and that you get good news!

Don't worry about feeling like bad stuff is always happenning to you, things will come around for ya.
 
Don't worry. You're going to be fine.

Like everyone said, take it easy. And make sure you take care of YOURSELF. You've done plenty for others, do for yourself for once.
 
Sorry to hear that, hun, hopefully it doesn't end up being anything major.

And people are always willing to take advantage of the people who want to help them...just know in your heart that you're a good person and it'll be worthwhile somehow, someday.
 
I know how much Doctors and hospitals can suck. My full sympathies and then some =S. That REALLY sucks... On the bright side, I heard Santa has his own magical hospital in the North Pole... Maybe if we wish really hard well get to visit and never have to go to another non-magic hospital again! FUCKING SUCK IT DOCTOR FORNEY!
 
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