Idk what to do. I can't hold a job so i cant get to a doctor again. I had to stop seeing my last psychiatrist for no money issues. Had to stop my meds. I have the remainders but dont want to start em again without consulting the doc. I have psychotic depression. I just got out of my 3rd psychiatric hospital stay a couple of months ago, just last week I began sleepwalking and overdosed on a bunch of medicine while sleepwalking. My mood swings are back, I get depressed so much now. Idk what to do. I still owe from the hospital, I owe on my motorcycle, my old hospital bills from the frst 2 stays are in collections now, i dont want to be like this! Everytime I try to be normal though I breakdown like this and if you've ever had a breakdown you know how bad it is, but imagine having one nearly every other day? i just need free, help.