OK Ive been like this for as long as i can remember but its finally getting me where I cant take it anymore. I can be completely happy,ill wake up ina good mood, and then all it takes is one thing said to me,not even wrong or negative, and it triggers something and I get so pissed off that I will yell,and get sick im so angry. I will then go to my room and get massively depressed from getting angry and cry. The sometimes I will be happy and then just in a sudden I will get depressed and start crying. Ive had thoughts of suicide, and have wanted to certain points in this depression. Im hardly ever happy, this is ruining my marriage. I snap so easy and I cant control it no matter how hard ive tried.Im so disrespectful to my parents and I don't want to be, but I cant control how angry I get. The I bawl to them telling them Im sorry. But they just tell me how Im wrong, and how Im so disrespectful, but I honestly don't mean to me. Im crying just as I write this. Im so depressed, I don't know what to do. I finally wanted to seek help, so I went ot the county mental health office and they only take people mondays and weds at a certain time, of course I missed the time so I have to wait till Monday. Can anyone tell me whats possibly wrong with me? This has been going on for about 5 or 6 years, but the past two years have been WAY WAY worse. Im 24 years old,not a child who just throws fits,and that's how my parents are treating me about this. They don't understand whats going on in my head. I don't know maybe I just need anger management, but its not just anger, its depression,just an emotional roller coaster. Oh and don't mention that sometimes after my massive outburst, 5 minutes later im happy again, like nothing has happened,(sometimes). I am really confused.some one please make some sense of this?
Mood swings,angry,sad,happy,whats wrong with me?
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