mixed feelings / thoughts after sex?

Jimena

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Alex and I have been friends for four years, since i met him in high school. I'm 19 now, he's 21. We have always been romantically attracted to each other since we met, but had different people in our lives. Now we are both single and I don't want a relationship but i want the romantic sexual part of it. He has so much baggage with him, it far outweighs the good so i don't want to be in a relationship with him. Anyways, yesterday we fucked and it was good but after I felt so vulnerable and confused. I wonder if any women have felt like this, please put your thoughts! I still have a craving for it, and would like to satisfy my cravings lol (if u know what i mean..)

I felt like not holding his hand, i was confused on how i felt about him. My point is, is if it is possible we can continue being friends and also fuck everyone in a while. I have needs! ha ha but i dont want it to affect our friendship. I was wondering if anyone out there has been in my situation before and if it was worked out or not.
Preferably I want advice from older women or men who have gone through this. I dont want a 13 year old girl to say "don't have fuck buddies...blah blah blah". We would use protection, always btw.

*before the 4 years we never had sex. until last night.
 
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