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gigi11
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I am 42 and I think I am going through premenopause. I feel so bad when my menstrual cycle comes around. I get sad and cry. Like I cry about my kiRAB growing up to fast. Then I picture myself in an old folks home and no one visiting me. I homeschool my kiRAB and I love doing it but I feel everyone else has more important jobs than me and that there life is more exciting than mine. I also feel guilty to sit down and relax after cleaning my whole house, taking the kiRAB to there classes, and homeschooling. I feel I should keep moving. Like we just had a snow storm and the next day I see neigrabroadors leaving going back to work and I feel left out. Same thing over the holidays when I see neigrabroadors leaving to see their families - I feel I should go somewhere exciting. It is not like I don't go no where but I just feel everyone else has a more exciting life than I do. Why do I feel mixed emotions like this and I worry about everything. I exercise and I should feel blessed that I have a healthy family with a roof over my head but don't why. Does anyone ever feel this way? It makes me get anxiety.