Military Men. If a women poured her heart out like this to you? What would you think?

[Anabell Lamb]

I once told myself that I would never live with a "What If" in life... and I'm going to make sure that this won't be one. First I want you to know that I think you are great man that has a lot to offer. Also, thank you for your honesty because I appreciate you being so upfront with everything. None of us our perfect and we all have things we wish we could change or want to change but in the end we need people in our lives that our willing to take us for who we are and can look at us and still say, wow "there amazing" lol. I have fun with you and I can be myself around you. I didn't take this trip thinking that I would be sad to actually come back home but I found myself thinking on the plane, I like that guy. I know you are not at the right moment in life right now and I'm the first to say that you need time. However, I want you to know that I'm willing to try this, if you are. I don't think right now is that time but maybe come January we can see where we both are in life and figure out if this is something you would be willing to try. I want you to know that I get the fact that you will not always be there, not just cause you don't live here but because of all that your job requires. I'm willing to be that person that writes, emails, calls, text, whatever you need during your time overseas if that ends up happening. Yes, it will be easier said than done but where there is a will there is a way. I'm pouring my feelings here because in reality I have nothing to lose. Truly because even if you don't feel that same way, at least I will be able to say that I put it out there and didn't wonder the why if.

I don't really know how to end this but there you have it. My feelings are there and only time will tell. As soon as I click send there is no going back, so here goes nothing.