blind melancholy
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is there a way to tell a difference between what is real and isn't?
i totally believe that these things happen, but i'd like to somehow know if maybe these weren't coincidences..?
1.) at night, a lot of the time i used to hallucinate or see lights & shadows, and sense a demon besides my bed. but i was very paranoid, and had many life problems.
2.) once at night for a few seconds when i opened my eyes, i saw a magenta ball of light in front of me. i forget whether it moved along with my vision. when i blinked it went away.
3.) another time when i looked up, i saw an 'angel' in front of me. could've been eyelashes. but i thought i clearly saw the midsection of a transparent figure (with clothes). it was quite detailed. that quickly disappeared also.
4.) on 2 occasions, i've felt a touch on my shoulder and head. i thought someone was touching me, but there was no one.
there must be more that i'm forgetting..
what do you think? was it my imagination?
i totally believe that these things happen, but i'd like to somehow know if maybe these weren't coincidences..?
1.) at night, a lot of the time i used to hallucinate or see lights & shadows, and sense a demon besides my bed. but i was very paranoid, and had many life problems.
2.) once at night for a few seconds when i opened my eyes, i saw a magenta ball of light in front of me. i forget whether it moved along with my vision. when i blinked it went away.
3.) another time when i looked up, i saw an 'angel' in front of me. could've been eyelashes. but i thought i clearly saw the midsection of a transparent figure (with clothes). it was quite detailed. that quickly disappeared also.
4.) on 2 occasions, i've felt a touch on my shoulder and head. i thought someone was touching me, but there was no one.
there must be more that i'm forgetting..
what do you think? was it my imagination?