I had an ex. He, we'll call him Kyle, had a friend named, we'll call the friend Toby. Toby was a jerk to me and now I have this love/hate thing going on. But I don't like Toby but I fantasize making out and stuff. I'm really turned on that he cussed me out on fbook once. It made me cry, but oddly enough I wish I could rape him lol, I'm not a troll. Anyway, is there some type of mental illness that causes you to obsess? Cause I should be over how he called me out and was a jerk to me when Kyle and I hit a rough patch, but I'm still not over how he was to me.
Also, I tend to wonder about ppl and ask them or their friends lots of questions about them. I'm not a snoop and I certainly don't gossip, I'm just very fasinated by people. I want to study psychology. I'm 19, so don't think i'm so kiddo asking retarded questions. Also, mental illness runs in my family: is there something off about me that causes me to obsess?
I check Toby's fbook page everyday and I also check up on his gf's page every other day. They live in a different city than me so it's not even like I have face to face convos. I obsess, but why
Also, I tend to wonder about ppl and ask them or their friends lots of questions about them. I'm not a snoop and I certainly don't gossip, I'm just very fasinated by people. I want to study psychology. I'm 19, so don't think i'm so kiddo asking retarded questions. Also, mental illness runs in my family: is there something off about me that causes me to obsess?
I check Toby's fbook page everyday and I also check up on his gf's page every other day. They live in a different city than me so it's not even like I have face to face convos. I obsess, but why