mental illness from drugs?

WOODBOII

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i dont want to hear any judgements of what i have done. i have been clean for 4 months now. well heres the spill. i have smoked weed for three years. during the course of this time i have done a pretty good amount of loritabs. I have done ecstacy, cocaine a few times. I smoked meth twice. I did a lot of triple c's in the first year. I have done a decent amount of airduster. and around 6 months ago i did 6 hits of lsd with in a 24hour time period for first time doing it. I also did a hit of 20x extract of salvia. but this year i have gone to a new school. i felt really weird, thoughts were bent out of shape. i had weird thoughts not connected to reality at all. these weird prejudices of people. stuff like that. well i self diagnosed myself as schizoaffective. because i had weird mood swings from being really full of happiness to depression of wanting suicide. well i know the drugs probably did this to me. because i used to function quite normally. i started smoking pot around age 14, now im 17. i feel as if these "symptoms" are lessening, and i am able to function completely normal for longer periods of times. i am taking a lot of vitamins and what not. But here is the question, do you think that the "symptoms" will continually decrease? i do not feel like the damage is permanent at all, and remember i am only 4 months clean.
 
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