You're right. I'm a pretty fantastic person, you can ask anyone. But the problem is, not everyone is as amazing as I am. It's like I operate on a totally different level than everyone else, and that makes it kind of awkward talking to normal people. Sigh. Sometimes being so great isn't so great. If only I could add a little bit more suck into my daily life... (Boys, it's no use. I did it on purpose.)
I'm actually going to open up a little bit of my soul now, so bear with me. What you said at first, geckoboy, gets me thinking from time to time. A choice is just a chance to me. Making the choice every day to carry on is just taking a chance that life will turn out better in the end. Adversely, making the choice to end it is taking the chance you'll miss out on good possibilities. Sometimes I think it doesn't matter either way. Sometimes I think to myself I'll allow my life to continue on as it has, but I'd rather make my own end, in the end. But then again, I always seem to sober up and realize that if life is truly what you make of it, then I want to build something worthwhile, meaning going all the way.
...And /endsoul