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first i would like to point out that im a strong believer in meditation, spritual worlds, positive and negative energies, the fact that there is another world and etc.
i have been into these spiritual things since i was around 10 (right now im 16). i started meditation when my mom let me know about it, and since then, i had a lot of dreams about the other world, the prophits, my guardian angel and etc. those didnt bother me (even though they were a little creepy for me because they werent just dreams, they were way more than that!)
untill recently, about a year ago, i got really into meditation. i felt really relaxed and i could feel the enrgies when one night i felt like i rose from my bed, i was in this infinitive place where everywhere and anywhere was dark, there was abseloute silence and i was floating. i got VERRYY scared and tried to come back, and when i did come back to my body, i saw myself kicking around on my bed. i was verry scared that night and i stopped preying and meditating right there.
a few weeks ago i started yoga and i have a verry good teacher. she convinced me that i have a gift and i should start meditating again. last night when i was meditating, i almost got to the same place i was, but this time i wasnt scared, i wannted to see where i was. when i got deep into meditation, suddenly i heared a GIRL'S HIGH PITCHED SCREAM on my head. i got scared but i stayed focused, i didnt let myself come back and stop meditating, but right then, i heared another sound, i heared my dad shout. thats where i got really scared and stopped meditating.
my dad is the same as me, he has verry unusual dreams. its usual for him to make noises and shout in his dreams. but when this morning i asked him if he shouted in his sleep he said no, and no one else in the house heared him.
The problem is that everytime i start meditation, something happens that makes me stop meditating. last time was the feelings and this time was the screams.
do you guyz think these are negative energies and distractions? are they stopping me from meditating? or is it something else? should i keep meditating??
please pleaseee pleassseeee if you can help me in any way or have any comments or suggestions that you think might help me please let me know.
thank you so much for reading this and hope to hear from u <3
i have been into these spiritual things since i was around 10 (right now im 16). i started meditation when my mom let me know about it, and since then, i had a lot of dreams about the other world, the prophits, my guardian angel and etc. those didnt bother me (even though they were a little creepy for me because they werent just dreams, they were way more than that!)
untill recently, about a year ago, i got really into meditation. i felt really relaxed and i could feel the enrgies when one night i felt like i rose from my bed, i was in this infinitive place where everywhere and anywhere was dark, there was abseloute silence and i was floating. i got VERRYY scared and tried to come back, and when i did come back to my body, i saw myself kicking around on my bed. i was verry scared that night and i stopped preying and meditating right there.
a few weeks ago i started yoga and i have a verry good teacher. she convinced me that i have a gift and i should start meditating again. last night when i was meditating, i almost got to the same place i was, but this time i wasnt scared, i wannted to see where i was. when i got deep into meditation, suddenly i heared a GIRL'S HIGH PITCHED SCREAM on my head. i got scared but i stayed focused, i didnt let myself come back and stop meditating, but right then, i heared another sound, i heared my dad shout. thats where i got really scared and stopped meditating.
my dad is the same as me, he has verry unusual dreams. its usual for him to make noises and shout in his dreams. but when this morning i asked him if he shouted in his sleep he said no, and no one else in the house heared him.
The problem is that everytime i start meditation, something happens that makes me stop meditating. last time was the feelings and this time was the screams.
do you guyz think these are negative energies and distractions? are they stopping me from meditating? or is it something else? should i keep meditating??
please pleaseee pleassseeee if you can help me in any way or have any comments or suggestions that you think might help me please let me know.
thank you so much for reading this and hope to hear from u <3