Alannah Chandler
New member
Hello,
I'm a 31 year old female.
I am married for six years, one child. Marriage is on the rocks. It's partly my fault (about 70 percent) and 30 percent my husband's failure.
First, we got married because I was pregnant. I felt trapped. I loved my husband and planned to marry him, but the pregnancy ruined it all. No wedding, no white dress, no party, no honey moon. A shotgun marriage at the justice of the peace.
I warned my husband last year that he needed to give me more sex (we were down to ONCE A MONTH or perhaps once ever TWO MONTHS because he's got a low libido, and was masturbating in the mornings before work rather than have sex with his lustful wife)
So, I started cheating last summer. It was a one time deal with a guy who can't even speak English! Just quick hard sex.
This year, I went nutso. I had sex with about five guys (a neighbor, friends, guy I met at a bar, etc.)
For me, sex is just sex. Love doesn't have to be involved. It's hot and it's a release. Even if I don't orgasm I still love it because it feels so beautiful. I'm a Scorpio and oversexed by the way.
Well, now I've gone and done it.
I have TWO BOYFRIENDS. One knows about the other. The younger one I'm in love with. The older one is in love with me.
My husband suspects yet denies to himself. He has sex with me MAYBE once every three months.
It's really like a soap opera.
These guys (all three!) are all friends. We often go see movies together!
I feel like a worthless whore, and I know that partially, I am. At the same point, I WARNED MY HUSBAND multiple times that I would cheat if he didn't give me some sex!
Please help. I'm in love with the younger one, and he's about 10 years younger and in college and not ready for a long term commitment or marriage. But he sure doesn't mind getting free sex!
The older one is serious about marrying me but he's a drug addict.
My husband is naive and boring and never reads and is dullsville and we have little in common these days than our daughter.
Please help, and don't hate. God will punish me, I know.
I'm a 31 year old female.
I am married for six years, one child. Marriage is on the rocks. It's partly my fault (about 70 percent) and 30 percent my husband's failure.
First, we got married because I was pregnant. I felt trapped. I loved my husband and planned to marry him, but the pregnancy ruined it all. No wedding, no white dress, no party, no honey moon. A shotgun marriage at the justice of the peace.
I warned my husband last year that he needed to give me more sex (we were down to ONCE A MONTH or perhaps once ever TWO MONTHS because he's got a low libido, and was masturbating in the mornings before work rather than have sex with his lustful wife)
So, I started cheating last summer. It was a one time deal with a guy who can't even speak English! Just quick hard sex.
This year, I went nutso. I had sex with about five guys (a neighbor, friends, guy I met at a bar, etc.)
For me, sex is just sex. Love doesn't have to be involved. It's hot and it's a release. Even if I don't orgasm I still love it because it feels so beautiful. I'm a Scorpio and oversexed by the way.
Well, now I've gone and done it.
I have TWO BOYFRIENDS. One knows about the other. The younger one I'm in love with. The older one is in love with me.
My husband suspects yet denies to himself. He has sex with me MAYBE once every three months.
It's really like a soap opera.
These guys (all three!) are all friends. We often go see movies together!
I feel like a worthless whore, and I know that partially, I am. At the same point, I WARNED MY HUSBAND multiple times that I would cheat if he didn't give me some sex!
Please help. I'm in love with the younger one, and he's about 10 years younger and in college and not ready for a long term commitment or marriage. But he sure doesn't mind getting free sex!
The older one is serious about marrying me but he's a drug addict.
My husband is naive and boring and never reads and is dullsville and we have little in common these days than our daughter.
Please help, and don't hate. God will punish me, I know.