Love / Hate war in my relashionship Please Help?

[Andrew]

I really really love a friend of mine. I was initially got emotianally attached to him because of some of his personal problems. Then slowly I started getting attracted to him but I have never told him. I never wanted to be gay because it's against my religion and he's straight too. But still I love him. Letting him go hurts like hell. But I can still love him. Love is not forbidden unless I cut out the sex part. He don't know the gay part but he know that I love him. I told him that it's just like to get emotionally attached to any person. He ignore me completely. He don't even talk to me even as a friend. I don't want to lose him. I tried my best, even beg him, and about to touch his feet. I just want him to be my friend so that we could be in touch forever. I can't lose him and live without him. I can't even express how much he hurt me and how much he put me through pain. But I still love him and never took any step against him. What should I do? How can I make him understand that? How someone could be such a stone.